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Ok… Let me start from the beginning .
In October I went in for genetics testing They told me they believed I may have a syndrome similar to Marfan's it's called the Loeys-Dietz Syndrome
Well, last week I got the test results. I do have this syndrome.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Loeys-Dietz_Syndrome
http://www.incirculation.net/NewsItem/LoeysDietz-syndrome-identification-possible.aspx
I do not expect you to read the pages I linked… I just put them there as reference
They said that although the gene it affects is deformed or mutated it still works, so they do not believe I have a full blown case of it.
They are putting me on Blood pressure medication because the main thing (LDS) does is weaken the walls of your main arteries, mostly your aorta, but they believe it will be helpful if they stabilize my blood pressure so it does not put too much pressure on my arteries.
According to the most recent study the mean life span is 22.6 years and the max is 31.8 years.
Luckily those are biased on full-blown cases.
But it still scares you, ya know… to be told that you have a syndrome that could kill you without warning
They also told me there is a 50% chance any child I father will have the syndrome...
although they do not know the chances of the child having a worse case of it or lesser case… Should I bother trying to have children at all?
I have a few questions… they told me to make a list
I should get started…
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I'm walking down a dirt road listening to an audio book but i don't know what the book or story is... but once I get a few minuites into the story I always look to my left and see a big barn on the opposing side of a big empty field. I always cross the field and go to the farm but once I'm on the farm I become part of the story.
The story is, there's this boy and he lives on a farm and there's also a girl who is trying to save him from something that is going to happen on halloween which is only a few days away. The begining is literally like a story because it's just pretty meeting the characters and learning their story. Obviously there are more characters but I don't remember who they are because as I am writing I have already forgotten most of the story it's self. I'm not sure if this is right but I think the parents had some thing to do with what was going to be happening.
The one thing that bothers me is that I don't know how it ends I never get to the end... I always end up going back to the beginig of me walking down the dirt road.
This is so weird
Later Days
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Wednesday, December 20th, 2006
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I just got The Legend Of Zelda Twilight Princess for Game Cube
Yes I know you're all jealous
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Monday, December 4th, 2006
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hmmm... where to start
SUBLUMINAL SUGGESTIONS
Molly left the band...
Her reasoning?
She cant stand the fact that Dan (drummer) and Al (that guy) smoke weed all the time and every time we play something thier girlfriends bitch because it's loud.
On a brighter note
This weekend at practice we wrote 3 new songs... musicaly... we haven't come up with lyrics yet.
Also, we got alot of cleaning done... we have to clean the place we practice at in order to be able to practice there.
On a humorous note
We found out that if you play our song Death March backwards the chorus says "I saw Patrick.", and the intro to teenage dream (Bobby where are you" says "ya right... your mom"
MY HEALTH
I am proud to say that according to the testing device they gave me after the operation, my lungs are better then they were before the operation. However, I am still waiting on my testresults to come back from Washington.
Molly & I
Things are going good... although she is a worry wart. If she calls me, and I don't answer, immediatly she gets nervous and thinks something bad happened, so she calls again and when I answer she's like "Did something happen, are you ok!?" it's like "dude chill, I couldn't get my phone out in time"
But I guess it's good she worry's so much... I guess someone has to.
Oh, tonight, Molly, her parents, gandparents and I went to La Salette Shrine in Attleboro and Molly's father told me that if I ever ask Molly to marry me that I have his blessings. It made me happy... I'm not going to ask her... at least not yet... I am actually waiting on the test results to come back from Washington, and based on them I will know (approximately) when I will be asking her.
STUFF
School's goin good. I believe I'm going to pass everything this quarter.
Apparently Kendra might be moving to CT. I think it would be in her best intrest. It would get her the fuck out of here, which I'm sure she knows if she stays then she's neva gonna end up doing shit. But it also sucks... I mean I know we don't see each other much (hardly at all) and I know we can still talk online and stuff but if she goes I have a feeling that I may never see her again at least if shes here I know I could see her. but It is definatly in her best intrest so I'm not gonna try n be selfish and tell her not to.
hmmm...
I bought Molly a $1200 necklace which because of a sale and a "special shopper discount" I got for $400 and $300 worth of recording equipment ... she doesn't know that.
She bought me a Guitar Amp (Marshall - MG250-DFX) we will not be exchanging gifts untill christmas... obviously
WELL...
THATS ALL FOLKS!
LATER DAYS
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Friday, October 27th, 2006
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I went in for genetics testings today...
I have a syndrom similar to marfans it's called the Loeys-Dietz Syndrome
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Loeys-Dietz_Syndrome
and accourding to the most recent study the avrage age of death is 26 years.
thats fuckin 5 years away...
they also told me there is a 50% chance any child I father will have the syndrome...
although they do not know the chances of the child having a worse case of it or lesser case.
so now I have certain things to worry about...
how bad of a case of it do I have?
how do I tell my mother?
should i bother trying to have children at all?
I'm not gonna lie, when I found this out I contemplated some horrable things... not suicide.
things like:
should I bother continuing with college if its just gonna lead to me dying a few years down the road?
should I just give up on goals and do anything I eva wanted to do?
should I bother with my band?
I don't know
I really wish I hade more information because, I really almost had a breakdown tonight... but I talked to E and he calmed me down
no matter how much of an asshole that kid is he always knows what to say to cheer me up and calm me down
I'm gonna stop now
Later Days
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Thursday, September 28th, 2006
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My operation is gonna be on Monday October 2, 2006.
I had my Pre-Op today, they told me how everything was gonna go down and took some blood work and gave me a few things to read.
I can honestly say I am not worried or nervous 1 bit.
I am gonna have the surgery at Sturdy Memorial Hospital in Attleboro, MA.
I will be in the hospital untill atleast Wednesday, at most Friday.
Visiting hours are 11am - 8pm SO COME VISIT ME!!!
I guess that's about it.
Later Days
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Wednesday, September 27th, 2006
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I wrote & composed a new song
it's called The Circle
My next post will be the song
it will be a friends only post
Later Days
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Behind Closed Doors:
A little boy runs by on the side of the road
As he leaves his trail of innocence and hope
He knows daddy won’t be home again
As he chases down chases down
A dream he had when he was a young man
Of his daddy holding him in his hands
Now he sees the hands were always down
Mother mother can you tell me why
I am the way I am tonight
Will I be like that when I am a grown man
Well people laugh and people smile
And all the while he feels the sting of what he’s been missing
In every man lays a boy who dies one night
Brings scenes this life isn’t easy
In every boy grows a man with strong strong hands
Who just wants to do the right thing
He’s lived his life with out
Everything you take for granted
And you don’t know what it’s like
To live life with out a smile
Mother mother can you tell me why
I am the way I am tonight
Have I become that now that I’m a grown man
Mother can you tell me why
Father can you hear me
Father father can you tell me why
I am the way I am tonight
Will I become that now that I’m a grown man
Father
Father
Later Days
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Five Minutes:
Sometimes I lie awake
And think about the day
I watch you all walk around with
Your eyes half open
I smoke one more cigarette and
Start it all over
Your all so scared to face your own life
You let it pass you by
Why dont you try and open up your eyes
And see the door is closing
You always wait
Five minutes for it to come
Five minutes and it over over
You seem to think your lifes just begun
Five minutes and its over over
There is a man in the kitchen with a shovel
A million dollars on the dining room table
Every day he puts a little in the oven
You can spend as much or little as youre able
Every day it gets a little lower
Hes not stopping and the fires getting stronger
Why dont you try and open up you eyes
See what the man is burning
Its your life, its your life
Why dont you spend it the best you can
Its your life, its your life
Five minutes for it to come
Five minutes and it over over
You seem to think your lifes just begun
Five minutes and its over over
Five minutes for it to come
Five minutes and it over over
You seem to think your lifes just begun
Five minutes and its over over
seriously... if you haven't heared this song or band please listen
Listen
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Here's to the judges of William Renhquist
Who wear the robe of honor in there phony legal 4
And Justice is a stranger when the partisans report
When the court elected the president it was the begining of this war
Ohhh here's to the land you've torn out the heart of
William Renhquist find yourself another country
To be part of
And here's to the government of Dick Cheney
With criminals posing as advisors to the crown
And they hope that no one sees the sites and that no one hears the sounds
'Cause the speeches of our president are the ravings of a clown
Ohhh here's to the land you've torn out the heart of
Dick Cheney find yourself another country
To be part of
And here's to the churches of Jerry Falwell
well the cross once made of silver and now it's caked with rust
And the sunday morning service pand in to the fear of men in love
And heaven only knows in which god they can trust
Ohhh here's to the land you've torn out the heart of
Jerry Falwell find yourself another country
To be part of
And here's to the laws of John Ashcroft
Congress will pass an act in the panic of the day
And the Constitution is drowning in an ocean of decay
And freedom of speech is dangerous I've even heard them say
Ohhh here's to the land you've torn out the heart of
John Ashcroft find yourself another country
To be part of
And here's to the businessman of George W.
Who want to change the focus from Halliburton and Enron
And their profits like blood money spilling out on the White House lawn
To keep their hold on power they're using terror as a con
while the bombs they fall on children.. don't care which side that they're on
Ohhh here's to the land you've torn out the heart of
George W find yourself another country
To be part of
Ohhh here's to the land you've torn out the heart of
George W find yourself another country
To be part of
Later Days
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| Time: | 11:36 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. | | Music: | Subliminal Suggestions - Death March. |
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ok... let me bring the 3 or 4 of you who actually read this up to date on what's goin on for my lung surgery.
I am having my lung surgery somewhere around the first week of October.
Which I find quite ironic because of the fact that a few years ago I took an online thing that "tells you when you're gonna die" and the date it gave me was 10/10/2006. I remember that because I remember saying "Wow that sucks, according to this thing I don't even live to become 21."
I told Molly that and she was like "Why would you tell me that... now I'm gonna be all worried the whole time you're having the operation"
Guy's really do not worry about me... it's all just coincidence... I mean it was just an online thing.
but if by some weird chance in hell I do die I want every 1 to play this song for me
Subliminal Suggestions - Death March
it can be found here: www.myspace.com/subliminalsuggestions
if you would like a copy of it reply to this and tell me
(please remember to include your e-mail address)
I will e-mail it to you ASAP
Later Days
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Saturday, July 15th, 2006
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sorry, I may not have been specific enough
that's the kind of hat I was talking about
hopefuly that will help people help me and my girlfriend with our... ummm... search?
Thank You in advance
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Hello cowgirl in the sand
(hello cow girl in the sand)
Is this place
at your command
Can I stay here
for a while
Can I see your
sweet sweet smile
Old enough now
to change your name
When so many love you
is it the same?
It's the woman in you
that makes you want
to play this game.
Hello ruby in the dust
(hello ruby in the dust)
Has your band
begun to rust
After all
the sin we've had
I was hopin' that
we'd turn back
Old enough now
to change your name
When so many love you
is it the same
It's the woman in you
that makes you want
to play this game.
Hello woman of my dreams
(hello women of my dreams)
This is not
the way it seems
Purple words
on a grey background
To be a woman
and to be turned down
Old enough now
to change your name
When so many love you
is it the same
It's the woman in you
that makes you want
to play this game.
Later Days
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Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
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| Subject: | songs |
| Time: | 12:26 am. |
| Mood: |  bored. | | Music: | The Network - Money Money 2020. |
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ok... so here are some songs that if you haven't heard yet, you should listen to.
P.S.
I'm mostly doing this for myself... just incase my comp gets wiped out and I can't remember all the really good songs that were on it.
oh and BTW I will not be adding any Pearl Jam songs because they should be quite obvious.
( and on to the MUSIC )
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Thursday, June 29th, 2006
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Monday, December 5th, 2005
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| Time: | 9:19 pm. |
| Mood: |  amused. | | Music: | Coheed & Cambria - In Keeping Secrets Of Silent Earth: 3. |
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wow I aint updated in a while
well things are goin good
Molly n I are goin strong
8 months... my second longest relationship eva
lets go for the longest shall we?
Deliberate Omission is no more
now there is a new band
Subliminal Suggestions
check us out on myspace.com
http://www.myspace.com/subliminalsuggestions
my lung collapsed again on the 3rd of november but the Dr fixed it... if it happenes again they are gunna have to operate.
hmmm what else...
Molly's borther's girlfriend is a skank...
I'm not the only one who think's so.
Molly's aunt D said it at thanks giving it was hillarious
no one likes her but Joe(Molly's brother)
and I don't even see why
all she does is boss him around and make him spend money on her
he waits on her hand and foot
how has he not gotten sick of it by now I have no idea
but what eva
well thats about it
Later Days
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Sunday, October 16th, 2005
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Wake Up
I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again
I wish that I could've stayed but you argued
More than this I wish you could've seen my face
In the backseat staring out the window
I'll do anything for you
Kill anyone for you
So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back
In a phrase to cut these lips
I love you
The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up
I earned through hope and faith
The curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever.
If morning never comes for either one of us
Then this is pray to you wherever
I'll do anything for you.
This story is for you.
Cause I'd do anything you want me to... for you
Later Days
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I aint updated in a while so i figured i would... with a long boring survey
FULL NAME: Joseph Bryan DeTucci
HEIGHT: 5'7"?
AGE: 20
HAIR LENGTH AND COLOR: short, brown
SIBLING: 2 sistas n 1 brotha
DO YOU LIKE TO SING IN THE SHOWER?: yup
DO YOU LIKE TO SING ON THE TOILET?: WTF kinda question is that
BIRTH DATE: Oct 12
SEX: male
RIGHTY OR LEFTY: righty... fuck you Matt hahaha
WHAT DO YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP?: I dunno
EVER CHEATED OR BEEN CHEATED ON: uhhh no at least not that I'm aware of
DO YOU HAVE A CAR?: … No
WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU HAVE/WANT?: an H1 or a 1986 Chevy/GMC Suburban or a 1970 Dodge Charger
********FAVORITE QUESTIONS********
MOVIE: fuck that, I ain’t namin them all
SONGS: once again I ain’t namin them all
BAND/SINGER: Pearl Jam & 2Pac
SHOW: CSI
ACTOR: Robert DeNiro
ACTRESS: I dunno
FOOD: steak, lobster, pizza
NUMBER: 8
CARTOON: Daria
DISNEY CHARACTER: Goofy
COLOR: red black brown blue green
********LOVE LIFE ETC********
DO YOU PLAN ON HAVING CHILDREN?: Yes
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED?: Eventually
HOW OLD DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR FIRST CHILD?: at least 23
WHEN YOU GET MARRIED?: I dunno
WHAT IS YOUR WEDDING GOING TO BE LIKE?: A wedding?
WHO WILL BE THE BEST MAN/MAID OF HONOR?: Your mom
WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING TO DO WHEN YOU GRADUATE?: well seen as I already graduated HS u must mean college in which case I wanna get a job in mechanical engineering maybe start a band
WOULD YOU HAVE KIDS BEFORE MARRIAGE?: it don’t matter to me
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU DREAMT ABOUT THE PERSON YOU WANT TO DATE AND WHAT DID YOU DO?: Last night. I jerked off 20 times in a row… then I passed out
********ALL ABOUT YOU********
WEIRD SAYINGS YOU HAVE: Fuckarow
WHAT SCHOOL DO YOU GO TO?: New England Institute of Technology
YOU EVER TAKEN DRUGS?: marijuana is not a drug it’s a recreational friend lol… yes (hangs head in shame)
WHAT'S A MAJOR TURN ON FOR YOU?: Tommy Girl (the smell drives me crazy)
HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO ON A FIRST DATE?: I dunno
***SOMEONE YOU KNOW WHO IS....***
MOST BLONDE: Maria
FUNNIEST/CRAZIEST/LOUDEST: My Fatha
STRANGEST: Matt
MOST CARING: Kendra
TALLEST: Gay Dave Delugove
SMARTEST: E or Joe(not me)
BEST PERSONALITY: My Fatha
QUIETEST: Kendra
SHYEST: Kendra
MODEL: I dunno
KNOWS YOU BEST: probably Kendra
COMEDIAN: E
SEND THIS BACK QUICKEST: no one!
WHOSE PARENTS DO YOU KNOW THE BEST?: Mine!
BEST ROOM: i dunno
BEST FRIENDS/GOOD FRIENDS?: E, Ang, Molly, Kendra
MOST LIKELY TO END UP IN JAIL?: Steven
***EITHER/OR***
COLD OR HOT?: they both suck big cock
BLUE OR RED?: red (blood nigga blood) lol lol lol I’m way to white to be sayin that
RAIN OR SNOW?: depends
GIVE OR RECEIVE?: depends
ROSE OR DAISY?: rose
PRIVATE SCHOOL OR PUBLIC SCHOOL?: Public
CHOCOLATE MILK OR PLAIN MILK?: chocolate
CELSIUS OR FAHRENHEIT?: Fahrenheit
SPRING OR FALL?: they both have there ups and downs
HISTORY OR SCIENCE?: science
MATH OR ENGLISH?: English
ALTERNATIVE OR COUNTRY?: alternative
FAST OR LOUD?: I dunno
MUSIC OR TV?: Music
GUYS/GIRLS: I loves me the ladies
GREEN/BLUE: green
PINK/PURPLE: purple
SUMMER/WINTER: Winter
NIGHT/DAY: Night
HANGIN OUT/CHILLIN: is there a difference?
DOPEY/FUNNY: both
**SOME OTHER ONES**
WHO DO YOU E-MAIL THE MOST?: your mom
HAVE YOU EVER PEED YOUR PANTS IN PUBLIC?: Probably when I was a little kid
WHAT IS YOUR WORST HABIT?: biting my finger nails
WHAT REALLY MAKES YOU MAD?: Stupidity! no offence Molly
SCARIEST MOMENT: When I found out my Lung collapsed
HAPPIEST MOMENTS?: the ones I have with your mom
DO YOU SWEAR A LOT? too much
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE MOST?: I dunno
DO YOU DRESS LIKE A TOWNIE/SNOB/SPORTY/GOTHIC?: I’ll wear what eva I find comfortable but I gutta have a flannel no matter what
MUSIC: “Alternative” but really what is it alternative to?
PUNK OR PROUD?: WTF does that mean?
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED?: Thursday night
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: Boots, Socks, Unda Wear, Black jeans
WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? Pearl Jam - Last Exit
WHAT IF YOU DIED TONIGHT?: heres an even better question… How long would they mourn me?
WHERE WERE YOU BORN?: Salem, Ma
BEEN KISSED?: Yes
EATEN AN ENTIRE BOX OF OREOS?: probably when I was stoned
EATEN SUSHI?: nope
BEEN ON STAGE?: yes
BEEN DUMPED?: Yes
HAS SOMEONE BEEN UNFAITHFUL TO YOU?: not that I know of
BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT?: nope
WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE THINGS TO DO?: Listen to music, Watch movies, compose music, write lyrics/poetry, read… when I find a good book I’m interested in
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT AT SCHOOL?: CAD
**IN THE LAST 24 HOURS**
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: … no
GOT ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: YEAH
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: not that I can remember
GIVEN A HUG?: Yes
GIVEN A BACKRUB? Yes
****THINGS THAT YOU THINK*****
WHICH 4 PEOPLE ARE YOU OPEN WITH AND TRUST THE MOST: Molly, E, James, Kendra
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF SOUL MATES?: that movie sucked!
IS IT RIGHT TO FLIRT IF YOU HAVE A BF/GF? No. well it kinda depends on what level the flirting is at and as long as it's only verbal and not too detailed
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU CRIED OR GOT TEARY ABOUT?: i thought i was gonna die when my lung collapsed
ARE YOU HAPPY?: yeah
WHY?: why not
AN OBJECT YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?: just 1? Uhhh I dunno
SOMEONE YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?:
SILVER OR GOLD?: Silver
DIAMOND OR PEARL?: Pearl... JAM
SUNSET OR SUNRISE?: sunrise, sunset, sunrise, sunset… isn’t that from Fiddler on the Roof?
HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING?: yup
DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS?: … no
DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCING?: nope
WHAT COLOR UNDIES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: Blue Plaid
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?: Bloc Party - Like Eating Glass
WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER?: 5736
WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON YOUR HONEYMOON?: I Dunno.
WHO DO YOU WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH?: as of now... Molly Goldstein but I've learned that can change in a heart beat
WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?: depends
FAVORITE SPORT?: football or baseball
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: music n Molly
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GOING TO GET?: there’s so many I need to get
DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS OR GLASSES?: no
WHAT'S THE BEST ADVICE GIVEN TO YOU?: if u find a girl who u can look at while they r dead asleep with makeup all messed up and hair undone and all that stuff and say to your self “yeah, I could wake up to that every morning and still be happy” don’t let her go
HAVE YOU EVER WON ANY SPECIAL AWARDS?: I wouldn’t say they were special but yeah
WHAT ARE YOUR FUTURE GOALS?: get a band started, graduate college
WORST SICKNESS YOU EVER HAD?: I dunno
DO YOU LIKE FUNNY OR SCARY MOVIES BETTER?: depends
ON THE PHONE OR IN PERSON?: Person.
WHAT SONG SEEMS TO REFLECT YOU THE MOST?: there are a few but I can’t remember them at the moment
DO YOU HAVE ANY ENEMIES?: not at the moment.
WHO IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PERSON?: ummm, dunno
WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?: heights?
WOULD YOU RATHER BE RICH OR FAMOUS?: Rich
IF YOU HAD 24 HOURS LEFT TO LIVE, WHO WOULD YOU SPEND THE TIME WITH: probably family & friends
HAVE YOU MET SANTA?: yeah he’s my parents
IF E.T. KNOCKED ON YOUR DOOR HOLDING A PEACE SIGN ASKING TO USE YOUR PHONE WHAT WOULD YOU DO?: I’d do the ET scream and invite him in for Reeces Pieces and let him use the phone
WHAT'S YOUR E-MAIL ADDRESS?: I hate my e-mail address cuz I wrote it when I was a dumb “head banger/I hate god” kid
LAST TIME YOU WERE DEPRESSED?: I dunno
ARE YOU AN ALCOHOLIC?: No
WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?: no one
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THAT PERSON?: …
Later Days
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Saturday, August 6th, 2005
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87% ON A MATH TEST!?
Thank God!!
After failing it 3 times I'm finaly gettin it!
NEW SISTER & BROTHER!?
I got to my mutha's today and she pulls me aside n goes
Joe... Here I didn't want to give it to you in front of Molly
and she hands me a letter with my writing on it addressed to me from a Kaytee G.
(I am choosing to keep her last name private for the moment)
It had on the back... a small purple heart sticker on the back
I was like...
UH? what the fuck? who the fuck is Kaytee G(BEEEP)
my mutha was like "I have no clue"
so I stash it for a few min.
And when Molly went out to the car
I open the envelope and read the note...
What I read sent a deep shiver down my spine
And made me feel as if I was floatin
So I ran out side to Molly
I made her read it...
once she finished she got a huge smile on her face
then I ran off to she my mothers friend Mary
She told me to tell my aunt Yolanda
So I run ova to auntie Yo's
and once she read it she told me to go home
and call Katee and tell her(Yolanda) all about it the next day.
"Katee" or so I've been calling her
turns out to infact be...
Maryanne DePietro
As in Denise DePietro & Sean DePietro
As in MY BIOLOGICAL SISTER!!!!
When I called her she seemed really nice
We made arangements to meet at 7:30 5/6/05
Which was 1.75 hours from then
So Molly n I wen to meet her...
She seems really cool we exchanged our information of the DePietro history
Then made plans to go to my mothers grave
I've been wanting to go to her grave since I foundout she died
We are goin Monday wow this is gunna be intense
I dont like crying in front of people
especialy my long lost sister
who I just met for the first time 2 days b4
AND OTHER STRANGE THINGS
I wrote and composed a new song...
Son Shine
Every 1 loves it
Later Days
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Saturday, July 16th, 2005
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| Time: | 3:42 am. |
| Mood: | bored. |
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what up mutha fuckas!!!!!!
wow I aint updated in mad long
so much to say... ok not really but kinda
Molly n I r still goin strong...
although I seem to piss her off from time to time but what can I say...
I'm an asshole... it's expected
I dont even remember how long it's been
well lets see we started goin out April 2nd soooo
3 months and 14 days but who's counting
hmmm Deliberate Omission is on hiatus because I really need to focus on my school work and we weren't really goin any where
Molly ended up finding Katz a girl... that turned out so horrable and I feel so bad cuz she was a wickid whore and she fucked him over royaly I knew she was a whore the minuite I met her & I tried to worn him and I even told Molly but do ya think they'd listen to me... nooooooo y would they no 1 ever does
I failed all my classes in college last semester so I had to lie to the school and tell them my uncle died so they wouldn't kick me out... I hope they buy it
Matt called me yesterday... we talked for a while
he told me I should come to his new place
I want to sooo bad I'll have to call him some time this week to set something up...
I miss that kid so much... hell I miss that whole family... except Craig... I mean he's always been nice to me but what he's done to his wife and kids... grrrrr
hmmm... work's actualy getting better... Thursday night after we closed me and this dude Levi go into this huge condiment fight and he's like 6 foot 2 so needless to say I lost... I had ketchup and mustard all over me... I looked like a giant hot dog hahahahaha IT WAS GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!
well that's all I can think of for now
LATER DAYS
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hungry.
bouncy.